4 coolest and 3 not so cool things this week

4 coolest things:

1. my girl In, came down to Kedah. so little time but lots of fun! girl imy! :))
2. i discovered that now i eat really fast and have a BIG apetite.
3. watched Avatar. yes, movie of the year. the best ever.
4. Oppa asked me what is the perfume that i wanted. which means i'm getting a new one very soon. hooray!

3 not so cool things:

1. i changed my mobile number. i'm sorry 0124008490. you know i love you.
2. i couldn't follow my two girl friends to Penang because i'm having a fever right now, plus a terrible headache. my whole body is aching too. damn.
3. i'm orange now. burn akibat sun bathing di taman tema air. padan muka. ( now i feel like i'm Gisele Bundchen)

All i want for christmas

The strength to forget.

once in a life time.

i hope.

i don't wanna marry myself

Love is subjective. not everyone believes in love at first sight and not everyone believes the thing that holds two hearts together is chemistry.

i have my own theory about love. i don't think chemistry, biology and physics play very crucial role in love. i think what holds two hearts together is add maths.

like they say, chemistry is important in a relationship. how important? those who worship this saying have the answer. i don't. all i know is a rubber balloon with helium gas in it will easily fly away if you don't hold it tightly and the size of the balloon will also shrink as time goes by because the gas doesn't stay in the balloon forever.

like i say, add maths is important in a relationship. i want someone who can live inside my world and understands how i function. i would do the same thing too. the act of adapting to a life that is completely different requires lots of effort, courage, responsibilty, as well as giving and taking. but at the end of the day you'll be satisfied and happy to be able to step out of your comfort  zone in the name of  your love to your other half.

similar to add maths. normally the question in the SPM examination paper is just a one line question. the process of getting the answer takes up one and a half page but the answer is just a two digit number.

if you really love someone you would do whatever it takes to build a happily ever after ending fairy tale even though you are worlds apart.

loving someone because of chemistry is like loving yourself and wanting to spend the rest of your life with the special someone because of chemistry is like marrying yourself. i don't wanna marry myself. i wanna marry someone with a different personality, believes, interests, etc. i believe the challenge to live in his or her world will make us sustain in the relationship for better or worst and for do or die.

Love is subjective. each one of us have our own theory about love.

7 coolest things this week

1. i made tempe goreng sambal. ok. this doesn't sound like me. mama yg masak. i helped to pound the chilis and onions using lesung batu. erk, was it my first time?

2. i've mastered side parking  without any help from my driving instructor. oh, can't wait to have a PDL.

3. sharifah julia jasmine turns two. may you have a long fabulous life darling niece. i love you. always.

4. i passed all semester 5 courses! alhamdulillah.

5. ayah gave me 'duit galakan'. it's funny when ayah mentioned what money it was. that's really sweet of you ayah. danke! :))

6. went to kenduri kahwin for the first time. i love seeing people getting married. the pelamin, the door gifts, the bride's dress, the food, the smell of bunga rampai, the atmosphere. every single thing about it.

7. ayah has agreed to paint my bedroom purple. hooray!. though now i think i want dirty pink pulak. can't wait for 2010's room makeover. woot woot!

Blessing

it was sunday afternoon. i was watching Nona with Ayah (like for real??) Ayah rarely watches tv except the Discovery Channel.

then he asked me, "Awak tak penah try jadi newscaster?"

i paused. a long pause it was. and i said, "kena ada at least diploma. after degree Nurul try kut"

Ayah knows i did a bit of acting and he knows i love hosting, newscasting, in short, being in front of the camera.

while i know what my dearly father wants me to be.

i like acting. he likes me writing scripts. i like hosting and newscasting. he likes me translating and editing the news. i like modeling. he... urm.. doesn't talk about it because he knows his daughter doesn't fit to be a model. hahaha

i know Ayah wants me to work with Uitm because Ayah devoted 30 years working there. so like all fathers in the world he wants me to continue his legacy. okay, this sounds so vavavoom. it shouldn't be. he just wants me to be a part of Uitm like he did.

i told Mama that Ayah asked me about going for newscasting audition and she was surprised too.

it's a blessing i guess.

thank you Ayah for finally blessing my passion.

She Goddess

Tengah masak pun cantik :)

today is december 7th 2009. time flies really really fast. it feels like it was just yesterday when you accompanied me to the fashion show competition.  i was six (right?) at that time. back then you were such an incredible sister. in fact you acted more like a mother to me. you are still an incredible sister up to this very minute i'm typing this.

now you are 27! a mother of two beautiful princesses and soon to be a mother of a handsome prince. just so you know, i love calling u Goddess because you are my definition of a goddess that exists on earth. or at least in my world. cooking goddess, make up goddess, fashion goddess, shoulder to cry on goddess, motherly goddess, nagging goddess and the list goes on.

i am very blessed to have you as my sister. do you remember the times when you were still in college and you never failed to give me something special on my birthday when my parents completely forgot my birthday? it's not about the presents. it's the thought that counts. your effort to put a smile on this birthday girl's face is beyond meaningful. thank you thank you thank you.

now you are a beautiful 27 years old woman. if i have a genie in a bottle, i would pick up the stars to shine your lonely nights, i would ask the sun to bright up your life, i would tell the moon to give you hope every time you fall, and i would give you the world to make you happy forever.

thank you for being a wonderful sister.

"HAPPY 27th BEAUTIFUL BIRTHDAY KAKAK TERSAYANG"

I Love You Every Day